I've been putting off writing about this one, because I am really ashamed of it. Even though I'm into some pretty extreme stuff for myself (see my previous blog posts, let's just say there's a lot of non-consensual creampies in my recent years) this one would involve another woman. See, I want a girlfriend who will accompany me on my risky exposure trips and join in with me partially, but one that does not want the non-consensual outcome to happen to her. Let me explain... Fair warning, I'm going to be talking about non-consensual sex happening. If this bothers you, don't keep r Przeczytaj więcej
A Small Update & Things Learned
Since my last blog about changing tactics on how I expose myself, I've learned a few things now that I'm doing it regularly, instead of a one-off experience. 1. It's freaking cold sitting on a stone bench wearing very little under a robe. 2. Sitting in cum-soaked panties is very unpleasant when it's cold. 3. Turns out that traffic at the rest areas is rather low on non-holiday weekday nights, at least at the time of day I'm doing things. 4. On the plus side, guys haven't cared about my panties being around my leg instead of off. 5. They also haven't cared that they're clearly lⅰttle girl' Przeczytaj więcej
Changing Approach to Public Exposure
A few days back I decided I should start risking pregnancy while getting my pussy non-consensually filled full of cum and went so far as to flush all my birth control pills. The next day I realized I didn't want to do that, called my gynecologist with a plausible excuse as to what happened to my pills and she was able to get the pharmacy to refill early. (Had to pay fully out-of-pocket, but that's okay.) You may be surprised to learn my reason for this: It wasn't because I think risking pregnancy is going too far. I want to take that risk in the future, maybe a couple of years down th Przeczytaj więcej
Anyone Know How to Receive Mailed Items Safely?
I've thought of a few things I might be willing to do in addition to exposing myself dangerously. One of those would require receiving mail from guys, but I have no clue how to do that safely. There's no way I'd do it if there's a chance of someone tracking down my real address, and I know that postal mail boxes aren't terribly safe. (Someone could keep watch at the post office to see who gets the mail from the box, then follow them home.) I'm not talking about gifts, so a wishlist on a website won't work. What I had in mind to possibly try first was letting guys buy panties in my size Przeczytaj więcej
Xhamster Seems to Hate Everything but Videos
Gotta say, as someone that much prefers still images over videos, Xhamster seems to be waging all-out war to ruin the site for people like me. I first noticed that all my galleries are showing as "Only for owner," which can only be changed by admin. Then I noticed that 99% of my favorites are gone, replaced with an hourglass and the hover message "Waiting on moderation." Then I checked photo search, and it's an absolute joke. You can sort by relevance/date/views/rating, you can select a handful of date ranges, and then you can chose straight/gay/shemale orientations. That's it. You can no lon Przeczytaj więcej
Need Japanese Help Planning Exposure in Japan
I have a couple of public exposure goals I want to do in Japan. I know they're going to take some pre-planning, so I'd like to get that started as soon as possible. Let me explain each goal and what I need help with. ⦿ 1. I want to ride on a train naked for as long as possible. I'm hoping I can find a rural station to start out at early in the morning, before there'll be many riders. I'll get on the train dressed, as as soon as it leaves the station I'll undress and fold my clothes up neatly, stacking them beside me. Then I'll sit there beside them, legs spread enough to show off my pussy, o Przeczytaj więcej
Possibly Resuming Exposure
I didn't expose myself any last year because of the pandemic. While some people like to downplay the seriousness of it, it's clear to me that it can be quite deadly. There's also the community aspect: while it might not kill me, or even make me severely sick, I could spread it to someone that it would. Since there's a lengthy asymptomatic stage where this can occur, I didn't feel the risk was worth it. I have friends and family who are at extremely high risk as well, making the possibility personal. But now we have a vaccine, and I'm fully vaccinated myself. It should be simple, this means th Przeczytaj więcej
Thoughts on Resuming Exposure 1
Now that there's a vaccine, there's a decent possibility I'll be able to get vaccinated and resume exposing myself this coming summer. Because of that I've been thinking about how I'll go about it once I'm able to, since I have new goals that I didn't before. Here's the goals I'll have for each time I expose myself once I start doing it again: • To be entirely naked • To have my clothes placed so I can't quickly cover up • To be in a secluded place • To be vulnerable and alone • To have my pussy fully exposed, so my legs can't be together • When guys catch me, they fuck my pussy • And they cu Przeczytaj więcej
God I Need an Outlet...
I'm still not going to expose myself until there's a vaccine for this virus, but damn is the lack of that sexual outlet taking a toll on me. I was shopping at the local Wal-mart one morning and it was pretty empty. I was over with the towels and stuff and spotted the aisle with pots and pans... and couldn't help thinking about how very phallic most of those handles were. Suddenly I was overwhelmed by the desire to do something perverted right then and there. I carefully looked around to make sure no one was nearby, checked for cameras (none pointing down the aisle), then picked out a p Przeczytaj więcej
Exposure Paused
Back in January I was really looking forward to spring and summer when I could start exposing myself dangerously again, especially since I'd "upgraded" my exhibitionism to being willing to "expose" the inside of my pussy to any guy who cares to explore it.¹ Then came COVID-19 and I had to change my plans. Even though I've taken risks, I've been cautious about what risks I take. I was never likely to be harmed physically, much less killed, because I'd cooperate fully with anything any guy catching me wanted me to do. I also picked areas to do things in that were nicer neighborhoods, so I Przeczytaj więcej
Kink & BDSM Test Results
All results higher than 0% == Results from kinktest.org == 70% Exhibitionist 60% Experimentalist 24% Voyeur 23% Vanilla 20% Daddy/Mommy 13% Ageplayer 10% Owner 9% Girl/Boy 5% Dominant 2.5% Non-monogamist == Results from bdsmtest.org == 97% Exhibitionist 95% Voyeur 83% Boy/Girl 53% Experimentalist 49% Vanilla 46% Ageplayer 44% Owner 43% Submissive 38% Master/Mistress 37% Non-monogamist 22% Masochist 15% Primal (Prey) 4% Brat 3% Daddy/Mommy 1% Rope bunny 1% Brat tamer 1% Dominant Przeczytaj więcej
Why I Started Exposing Myself Again
As my fetishes list, I like to expose myself in public. I originally got into doing so in middle school, but by the time high school rolled around I got too nervous about what could happen to me and stopped. I never really stopped thinking about it, and even fantasized about it while masturbating, but I stopped doing anything except minor stuff unless it was around friends. (I mostly left panties off under skirts, but I would occasionally let a friend talk me into stripping down in public, like in my avatar photo.) Earlier this year I ran across some really amazing anime style artwork of girl Przeczytaj więcej